Let's we enjoy the leasson here~~~

Forgur in 30th January 2016 was had a theme about IT's skill. Fortunately for me, I was chosen in E-Portfolio as I learnt about Blogging...
Here is some of picts during our lesson:


another one...



I think that it will be something usefull... but I guess.... the WP for the educational thingy and this blog will be my private sanctuary... OK??? so... let's just enjoy the lesson~~~ >.<

Many Activities, Many Experiences....

Here we go... I think I will just show a little bit of activities that i had participated during my time in this private school:

credit foto: Dokumentasi Kegiatan Sekolah SMAI AL IZHAR Pd. Labu

With those many activities, I learned so many things that's very useful to improve myself. My point here is: If you can being enjoy in every activities, believe it you can get more than what you see. 

My 2nd Great Passion in my Live

After my contract for Filariasis' mapping, my 2nd greatest passion, which is to be a teacher, started to bloom again. I tried to look for a chance of being a teacher at school, then after waiting for 2 months after my contract, Finally, i got the chance. 
Now, I'm a Guidance and Counselling teacher at one of Islamic private school in south Jakarta, and I'm proud to join this school. I wasn't like some of my friend who had already became a teacher at school before, but I make believe that if I want it, then I can, then I get it. It means that if I want to learn then I can do it, then i can teach even if privately not classically.

Every workplace, they have their own characteristics. We can't stay away from dishonesty, cheat, collaborative, superiority, slavery, ideals, secret, gossip, etc. All of that can be hell or even can be paradise. It is up to ourselves which side our point of view. For now, so far i still see in paradise side, but for some people it's already hell. In my mind, I keep thinking whether will I keep see it in good or evil one. I wish in whatever I see in the future I keep thinking positively....   

Paradise in Hell

Some people think it is absurd
some people think it is impossibe
some people think it is true

Get ready when you're awake
get ready when you're ready

Don;t blame others for your own faults
don't scare others with your fears
don't anger somene when you are dissapointed

World where you live in,
place where you stay at
office when you work at
be sure that you live in paradise
even when other think it's a hell

Today's Journey (I) - 123005

shitsureishimasu~~~ here i go~~

hummm.. that was a long time when i posted my last entry~~ X3

well.. to be honest the last one was not an easy one.. >///<

From that time till now, so many things happened.. from all of the feelings that usually we have till the feeling of DEADLINE!!!.. (the last one was surely still occurs now..)

I guess that i can start from the good one,,

It started that my private lesson's student is going to his country, Japan. It's his 2nd of this year that he asked permission to have a break from work here.. When he said that, in my thought was "so no more income for 2 weeks?".. but.... on the last week when he was going to Japan, I've got a call from one of math and science school at Darmawangsa. The director asked me if i still have interest to teach there... and exactly at that time i said "yes". The students that I've already taught there between 4-9 years old and usually they are using English to communicate. At the first time i got a little bit frustrated that i have to teach math in English because the vocab of maths in English a little bit different. I have to teach maths with the words that common in international school.. O.O.. even if i can speak English from study, I have to find the words that common in math. So at the end I tried to find in internet so many site that explain math in english~~~ Thanks to the internet~~~ And till now I'm trying my best to study the way they learn and trying my best to show that I have the guts to learn and study with my students~~ ^^

Next, if we talk about my university's life.. emmm.... just like usual.. up and down in friendship that caused by misunderstanding.. but it's all cleared now~~ no need to bring it up~~

And the point of this journey is......

I WENT TO MU GUNG HWA again for the 5th times at 2 different location....

hummm... exactly i just want to release some stress during this week... It talked about "SHP" or we can say that it's my 1st exam for my "S.Pd" title.. XD

so welll yeah here I go with me best friend (Re).. and to be exact that she asked me first if i can join with her to go to MGH today.. so I accept it..

The way to go to MGH we passed it a little hard.. first, both of us have to go to campus to have some consultations with our lecturers, and later we went to there.. but.. on the way to go there the weather was not really friendly, it started with drizzles and it end with rain~~

When we're near the way to MGH, the rain haven't stop yet, so find some building to stop by..

But next, both of us already inside the building because the security asked us to sit inside while waiting the rain stop~~ awww... ~~thank's to also to the security~~

Because it takes a long time to wait the rain stop and the "drizzle" in our stomach, so we finished our waiting just went through the rain.. (np: through the rain - mariah carey)

eventhough the rain still pouring in, we moved stright to MGH.. (oops.. sorry.. MGH that i mean is on senopati not at jl. Panglima polim..)

In the middle of our way to MGH, suddenly i feel not comfortable with my high-heels.. I saw to them, and... one of the string of my heels is broke.. =.=

*sigh* it just before we arrived at MGH, and i still have a long road to go back home.. 

But when I make sure of the string, I guess that i just need to walk slowly, so the broken won't be worst..

after walking slowly to go there... finally~~~ MGH here I come~~~

order some foods like oden, tteokbokki and ramyeon.. here's the picts.. minus oden, because we already ate it and it leaves nothing only the sauce~~ XD

We enjoyed the foods with watching Shinhwa Broadcast episode 10.. the room at MGH seems like our home because we laughed at the video here~~ XDD

After we finished our foods, we went back to home, and ready for another journey on another day~~

*ps: I guess tomorrow i won't be able to use my high-heels, so gotta preparing my sneakers for tomorrow~~*

if you don't know anything don't think you know it, and don't even try relaxing me.

it's so pathetic... you know, ur lies, just F***-ing enough with that!!! *sorry

just say :"dunno.." I KNOW!!! i'm not that STUPID, k?? so disappointed!! really... just can't get the right reason for that!!

even my own friends never backstabed me... how pathetic!!

For my best???? for your S*** own secure!! eyes meet eyes, tricked me, i trick you the worst..! just say..

you started it, i believe in you, but you backstabed me, sorry... NO TRUST!!!

can i say something bad here.. well guess ot!!! so maybe just say: "watch out!"

sorry, but uncomfortable with you from now... you tricked me, well i tricked you worst.. sorry..

kusoooo!!!! tw gini gak gw pinjemin tadi!!!! helloo!!!!! who the hell are you!!!

WHAT!!! knapa bas buka youtube malah ada K9 web protection alert?? what the~~!!

hummm~~~~ well... yo sist~~~ sorry~~~ but no trust again...

3rd ST (2+0+1+2=5)

weww... I dunno how to start it.. but i have so many distraction tonight!!!

It's so S**K!! why the people can't see from the both point of view?

what's the using of our eyes if we only see it from one side??

why can't we just try to lightened their heavy pain?

why we just have to tarit the others as traitor and the others as a heroes?

I just can't got enough thinking of what they are really trying to do?

to make them feel at aese or to make them hate each others?

It is our responsible as a "supporter" to support what the best for 5 of them?

after the separation not only 2 of them start to move on, but the three of the also start from the beginning..

The feeling of loosing the faith of their fans...

The feeling of being a looser..

The feeling of being vulnerable..

The feeling of loosing hope..

The feeling of being treat as a traitor..

The feeling of being the Guilty..

why?

why?

why can't we just trying to feel them..

feeling the faith..

feeling the pain..

and also sharing the pain..

The Hard work..

The accusation..

The resistance..

The rejections..

The Emptiness..

The Missing..

The Uncomplete..

The forbidden..

The Famous without happiness

The Joyfull without enjoy

The Happiness with nothing..

The feeling to have the faith on their fans...

The feeling of being acceptable..

The feeling of need to be understand

 The feeling of together..

The feeling of  being respect..

The feeling of eagerness..

The feeling of being able to stand on their own feet..

The feeling of being come back..

The feeling of peace..

why don't we just use our both of our eyes and also our heart to prove our faith?

-Feira-