2nd ST

hummm... okay it will be the 2nd ST.

well... maybe it's just kind of my "inner" convo, which is mean that i'm having some "Feedback" time from my every thought.

first of all, i'm going to rebute all kind of any action that i have already been start since this month..

new year, it have to be new spirit, new target, new vision, etc...

If i want to do recall agai, i'm doing nothing on my last task (Skripsi) since last two months..

Exactly i wasn't blame someone but, it just that myself need some rest for a while..

I just don't want to make my body feel down again like wahat have already been happened. so i don't wanna push it too hard.

I'm just like using a cover to everykind of my act. It means that when i tried to calm down someone else about something  that we worried together, i was become the calm-made person to make the situation not really too tension. But whatever i said to them, it's just like my "self-talked". I  I tried to calm them down and at the same time, i tried to calm my self by the myself. So it happened to this condition, which is about my last assignment. I'm trying to calm myself by keeping the others not too rush theirselves where the end of this assignment will be going on 4 or 5 months later. I am a person that doesn't to be on the rush condition. If somebody trying to demand me in rush condition, i'd better keep myself out, and do it on my pace. All the point of this is i need something that keep on a track, with my pace, which is slowly but sure..^^

humm... maybe the longer one is the main point.. ^^

I don't know why i just write like that, but as long as i tried to put it aside, the more negative thoughts that come and makes myself broke... sounds so depressed right?

But,, as FYI, i had finished watch the JYJ-Come On Over, and turn to T...R and my TL was talking some memories about 5 of them...

Well.well..well.. guess tonight will be the "purple's night" again...

so calm..but so lonely..

so sincere.. but so unsecured..

so amazing.. but unperfect

so full... but not complete..

when 5 of you together all of those things will completely removed by Joy, Happiness, Sincerity, Honesty, and Faithfulness... So till this post written, I'm still standing here waiting for you guys to be "The One" again..^^a

ps: random talk?? well that's my style^^a

so much points on these days but only covered by those paragraph.. guess really2 a bin, right?

so.. of for this post...

Ja Ne~~ matta ashita!! >.<

first ST

Okay, i guess this is the first ST (Sharing Time). If i want to look at myself I'm not a "writer"-type. I am more to "speaker" or "Listener" type..^^

So I just wanna to shout out here.. even if English is not my primary language, but I wanna write it in English to improve my skill. Besides that, for me, it is easier to write or to shout out in English. Be more expressive in English.. LOL..^o^

The idea itself came to my mother to make a diary with the "other" language besides my primary one. At the first time, i tried to use the "symbolic" sign that I've created before. But since Senior high school, i got bored with it, and back to use English again.

If I'm on a good mood usually I'll say or write it on another language, such Japan and maybe Korean. It depends on the situation, If I wanna say something really bad.. usually i use both of those language.. but just a few words..

I think this is for my fist ST, and I'm sure that the next ST will be post tonight.. ^^

I wish this kind of media can be my "little-bin" of this "maybe" wonderful life..^^

I Wish

I Wish

By: Feira_amami

Cast:

1. Park Ri In : 22, Energetic, Pretty, Rich, Love cooking and Playing guitar, Yoochun’s little sister, sick when she was kid, sensitive, ..

2. Park Yoochun : Ri In’s big brother, one of DBSK’s member, protective to his little sis’, Like flirting, Womanizer by his words,

3. Kim Jaejoong : One of Yoochun's best friends, Too much in to his own mind, being a complicated man, keep the word of  "When I know you well, I care for you more".

4. Kim Junsu : being a best friend's of Yoochun, simple minded person, falling deep in love with music, a loyal person only to his friends.

5. Jung Yunho : yoochun's best friends, always try his best to make the persons that he love happy, unpredictable mind, love to dance, always being a flirt when there are women around him.

6. Shim Changmin : a person who love food more than his friendship, being a best friend with the other four, always being care to Ri in since they met at the bookstore accident

7. Han You mi : Ri In’s Best Friend since they're kids, being the rational one among three of them, the tough image girl but the mellow person inside.

8. Lee Maki : Ri in's best friend same with You mi, the simple minded person, an easy going one, and also the tomboyish image of her.