2nd ST

hummm... okay it will be the 2nd ST.

well... maybe it's just kind of my "inner" convo, which is mean that i'm having some "Feedback" time from my every thought.

first of all, i'm going to rebute all kind of any action that i have already been start since this month..

new year, it have to be new spirit, new target, new vision, etc...

If i want to do recall agai, i'm doing nothing on my last task (Skripsi) since last two months..

Exactly i wasn't blame someone but, it just that myself need some rest for a while..

I just don't want to make my body feel down again like wahat have already been happened. so i don't wanna push it too hard.

I'm just like using a cover to everykind of my act. It means that when i tried to calm down someone else about something  that we worried together, i was become the calm-made person to make the situation not really too tension. But whatever i said to them, it's just like my "self-talked". I  I tried to calm them down and at the same time, i tried to calm my self by the myself. So it happened to this condition, which is about my last assignment. I'm trying to calm myself by keeping the others not too rush theirselves where the end of this assignment will be going on 4 or 5 months later. I am a person that doesn't to be on the rush condition. If somebody trying to demand me in rush condition, i'd better keep myself out, and do it on my pace. All the point of this is i need something that keep on a track, with my pace, which is slowly but sure..^^

humm... maybe the longer one is the main point.. ^^

I don't know why i just write like that, but as long as i tried to put it aside, the more negative thoughts that come and makes myself broke... sounds so depressed right?

But,, as FYI, i had finished watch the JYJ-Come On Over, and turn to T...R and my TL was talking some memories about 5 of them...

Well.well..well.. guess tonight will be the "purple's night" again...

so calm..but so lonely..

so sincere.. but so unsecured..

so amazing.. but unperfect

so full... but not complete..

when 5 of you together all of those things will completely removed by Joy, Happiness, Sincerity, Honesty, and Faithfulness... So till this post written, I'm still standing here waiting for you guys to be "The One" again..^^a

ps: random talk?? well that's my style^^a

so much points on these days but only covered by those paragraph.. guess really2 a bin, right?

so.. of for this post...

Ja Ne~~ matta ashita!! >.<